"Well, really the only thing that is going to resolve your hip pain is a total hip replacement." The hip surgeon I had just met stood with his arms crossed and leaned back against the counter behind him in the exam room. He was a charismatic man but quick to the point. He had looked … Continue reading I’m just tired
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The first medication to treat PROS was FDA approved, but why am I hesitant to try it?
The day I learned about the first "effective" treatment for PROS conditions/CLOVES Syndrome, I was at the 2019 CLOVES Conference in Boston, Massachusetts. Dr. Canaud shared his progress on this in a compelling presentation. It felt monumental in that moment to see that a medication actually targeted the genetic mutation PIK3CA that causes CLOVES Syndrome. … Continue reading The first medication to treat PROS was FDA approved, but why am I hesitant to try it?
It will always be a part of me
Every year, I sit down at my computer and do my best to write something meaningful about CLOVES Awareness Day, and it brings on a lot of self-reflection. This is such an important day for so many people, and I'm so grateful to be a part of the community that never fails to come together … Continue reading It will always be a part of me
A healing process
When I was elementary school age, I wrote a letter to Santa on Christmas Eve wishing for my foot to be "normal." I asked for that and only that because I wanted it so fiercely. I wrote this letter alone in my room and left it by the fireplace on Christmas Eve. I didn't speak … Continue reading A healing process
Rude staring will always happen, but I don’t always have to stand for it
Two weekends ago, my fiancé James and I had just arrived to the pumpkin patch for some fall festivities. We were meeting my sister-in-law later as well for a nice little Saturday. My husband was wearing nice pants and a Henley top, and I had on some baggy jeans, a flannel, and of course, my … Continue reading Rude staring will always happen, but I don’t always have to stand for it
CLOVES awareness and what it means
CLOVES Awareness Day. August 3rd. This day means a lot of things. A day to educate others about CLOVES. A day to share your story about living with CLOVES. A day to wear green or your CLOVES merch to represent this special day. A day to donate to CLOVES Syndrome Community to support them or … Continue reading CLOVES awareness and what it means
What it means to be rare
What does it mean to be rare? Being rare isn't easy. And it's different for everyone. For me, it means a childhood of searching the ends of the earth for a correct diagnosis, undergoing experimental surgeries and procedures, and wondering what the future holds... It also means waking up sometimes with random backaches where I … Continue reading What it means to be rare
Clinical Drug Trial Experience
I think it’s safe to say that any new medication that can potentially treat CLOVES Syndrome is quite a groundbreaking concept right now. It gives us hope that we are making progress. And for the last few months, I've have the opportunity to participate in one of the drug trials available: The ARQ Trial, which … Continue reading Clinical Drug Trial Experience
Why I raise awareness
Roughly eleven years ago, I was diagnosed with CLOVES Syndrome. I was fourteen. I spent the first fourteen years of my life feeling incredibly alone, singled out, and wondering when I would ever know or understand what was wrong with me. That may be a common feeling for others out there in similar situations prior … Continue reading Why I raise awareness
A change in perspective
All my life growing up, one of the worst parts of living with CLOVES that always gave me anxiety was when strangers would ask me what happened to my foot. The stares, points, and questions about my syndrome really brought me down, and having to awkwardly respond to people when they asked that question was … Continue reading A change in perspective